Please come back soon..

Tears keep rolling down and there is no stopping them.
I eat alone, nobody to talk to. I crib alone, nobody to help me with abuses. I cry alone, nobody to wait till I am done to start all over again. I miss all the times when you would listen to me, pamper me, comfort me, console me, scold me and all the times when you would do nothing at all. We have always been this way, why did you have to go away?
I am missing you, come back soon...

Miracle of divine contradictions

She defines love, care and warmth, the world looks up to her for tolerance and sacrifice, beauty starts and ends at her. She has the gift of creation.
She is a woman.

When you look at her, there’s art. When you hear her, there’s music. When you touch her, there’s purity. When you make her smile, there’s sunshine. When you make her cry, it rains.

A woman is stern when it comes to her principles, soft when it comes to her loved ones. She is tender when it comes to kneeling down for prayer; strong when it comes to standing up for what she thinks is right. She is shy when you want to know how she feels, bold when you need to know.

When she respects you, she would appreciate you, would fight for you. Everything about you would seem perfect to her. And if you do not live up to her expectations, she would be shattered.

When she cares for you, she thinks about you before anybody else. She would not settle for anything less than the best for you.

And when she loves you, she respects you and cares for you. You are her world.

And like all very very good things, even this post about God's most beautiful creation has to come to an end. But if it has to end, it would end at a very honest note..

"Whatever women do, they must do twice as well as men to be thought half as good. Luckily, this is not difficult."

Thank you God for making me a woman... :)

Gotcha...

(She pings he)
He: I am sorry for whatever I said but it wasn't that big an issue, or was it?
She: Don't say sorry, it doesn't help.
He: Listen to me at least, I was just making fun of X, that has nothing to do with you.
She: I pretty well know what you said, and there is a limit to everything.
He: I just said that...
She: I don't care.
He: Oh come on, it was nothing, and I said sorry.
She: It was something, and you should have thought about it before.
He: Tell me what you heard, lets be clear about it.
She: Clear??? You know what you said, what is it that you want to hear from me?
He: Friends me thoda bohot to chalta hai..
She: Haan..but only if I had been there when you were saying all that.
He: Lemme know who told you all this, I actually need to take care of that A***OLE.
She: Mind your language, lets maintain some level of decency.
He: I can't take all this blame on me, I need to know and like you said, there is a limit to everything.
She: Ahh...you talking about limits !!!
He: Why not. Now shut up and listen to me. I am not going to take this anymore.
She: I never knew we were heading towards something of this sort.
He: A shitty mind, that's what you are. How foolish of me to think of you as a friend.
She: Oh yeah!!! I should actually be saying this. A guy who doesn't know how to respect girls can never be my friend.
He: Stop it you B**CH. You don't deserve being called a girl.
She: Get lost.
He: You get lost.
(She tells about the chat to A, who spreads the word to B and C. They get into severe panic mode.)
Next day at college, A, B and C and X try to persuade he and she to talk it out and resolve things. He meets she and they start it all over again)
He: I never wanted to meet you, I am here only because my friends wanted that.
She: And after all that you said, do you think I would even want to see your face again ???
He: Don't you do that, haven't you had enough yesterday that you want to hear still more?
She: I told you guys, he knows not how to talk, things can never be settled.
He: Keep blabbering, I don't even wish to look at your face.
She: Do you think I am looking at you??? Nooo...I am not.
He: Take her away, or I'll say something that I should ideally not.
She: Come here.
(She and he shake hands and are joined by A. Was this some kind of a joke, YES IT WAS)
This is how you make your friends(B,C and X in this case) realize that they aren't as smart as they think they are.

You two ...

This one is to the two most irritating creatures around...irritating in their own unique ways.

The queen of sarcastic humour, if you happen to say or do something even remotely intolerable in her vicinity, you have had it. That look on her face, indifference and insult in almost equal proportion with a hint of accomplishment and a short sentence. And you are dead. The hint of accomplishment, by the way, is just to reinforce the fact that you got what you deserved and SHE knows that she delivered it perfectly. She is fast at things, be it reading or falling asleep or opening her big mouth to draw the curtains open over something we had asked her to keep quiet about. Miss DLF Pramerica !!!

If you think I am having the time of my life, here is someone saying BINGO. She is always there to take care of people I could not pay back well in words. She will make you realize that you always were so wrong about yourself, whether you liked or hated yourself doesn't actually matter. She makes sure you know that you are wrong, in worrying and in not worrying, in studying and in not studying, in sleeping and in not sleeping, in speaking and in not speaking, in writing this post about her and in not writing it before. And the fact that she likes my hair makes me mad, for so many reasons. Miss RPG !!!

Two of the most important ladies in my life; you guys have taught me so much, about myself, about others, about the world at large.

We aren't together for the new year's eve and this one is to tell you both that you are the two best things that happened to me in the year.
Happy new year !!! :)

PS: I know this is soooo "not me", that's why it is here and not on orkut. I have a reputation to protect.

I miss you... :(

Just yesterday I wrote to a friend about this...and here I am again, saying the same; if there is something I miss today, its YOU.



Though it has been more than 6 months, it seems just like yesterday, those days of togetherness, when I was there...with YOU.

Just cannot erase those days from my memory, the good and bad times with you, you were always there to show me that life is all about moving ahead. I found a soothing comfort in you, there were times when the only thing good about my life was YOU.

How can I forget the times I spent with you, guess everything about those days makes me miss you all the more. There is so much that my association with you has given me that you are a part of me now, I am not myself without YOU.

Hearing your name brightens my day up, a picture of yours revives my spirits. How I wish you were here to complete me, how I wish I could be there to fill in the void into which just you would fit. I know you are waiting...so am I.

See you soon Bangalore... :)

Its all about who not to team up with !!!

And this is the latest talk of the town where town stands for the not so old group of 60. One term down, we are all eligible and informed enough to have a view on who is a good team player and who is not. With stats submissions just a couple of hours away, what would be a better way of easing out the tension than cursing those who didn't bother to even show their faces when work was in progress.

So here is what I have gathered through all this and through my personal experiences with my groups.

-> There are those who perform extremely well in quizzes and individual assignments; they may not be good to work with, too self centered they are.

-> There are those who are discussing what the project would look like, throughout the term; they may not be good to work with, too imaginative : that is just what they are.

-> There are those who keep pestering you to finish this and that and are very particular about deadlines; they may not be very good to work with. Facilitators: that is all they are.

-> There are those who carry an air of sincerity and they are absolutely USELESS.

This leaves us with a handful of productive heads, people who will work and let others work. And forming a group out of them is the task at hand for the 5 terms to follow. Providence of God, Watch over us ....

Lifted !!!!!

As I walk towards the girls hostel building, I am not bothered if the keys to my room are with me or not, I dont care if I have any water in the room or not, there is just one concern that keeps bugging me : is the lift working ???

My experiences with the lift ever since the day I came here can be best termed as "horrifying". I have been using lifts for last so many years that I can not be excused for any silly "lift mistake" that I commit. How can things as simple as pressing a floor number go wrong ??? But....things as simple as getting down at the correct floor have gone wrong and led to very very embarrassing situations. I have landed up at the wrong floors so many times of late that now even after I check the digital display inside the lift, I make it a point to check the floor board outside the lift too.

I have tried to open someone else's room with my keys, tried hard, kicked the door 3 or 4 times and then realised that the feel of the place was different...and that it was not my floor...not my room...and walked back at highest unnoticeable speed lest someone should see me and what I did.
On another occasion, I went to see a friend at her floor, kept banging her door, did not answer back when she asked who it was, and only after some time realised that the voice from inside was not my friend's but a senior's. Deep shit, did not know where to hide my face.

And the latest "lift issue" is that I stay on the 4th floor and 4 days in a week the lift is not working and I have to climb the stairs, 80 in number, atleast thrice a day. During those days, I make it a point to be equipped with all that I would need before starting the journey. At so many occasions, me and my makkar gang settle near the stairs, block everyone else's way just to gather enough motivation to climb up 4 floors.

Its actually very strange that something like the lift can be of so much importance to you that you come back to your blog after some 3 months just to let everyone know how much it matters !!!