Wednesday, December 6, 2006

nothing stays forever....

I once read somewhere...
It is sure to be dark if you close your eyes.
And it is this that has made me write this post...
I have been very strongly feeling for the last few days that I m pushing myself towards darkness,towards solitude,towards affliction.
So here I am to cheer myself up...though i m not very sure whether i wud succeed or not,but i m committed towards this attempt.
It is a bit difficult to move out of ur cocoon n face the world...so it was for me...i missed my parents n friends badly n had convinced myself pretty well that what follows wud b even worse n i have not a single reason to b happy...but one fine morning i realised that i needed my smile back... And i immediately set off...
I have had my share of darkness n sunshine will have 2 follow...may b not today...but some day for sure...n i m ready 2 wait...
Far away there in the sunshine are my highest aspirations. I may not reach them but I can look up and see their beauty, believe in them, and try to follow them.

I m not going to cry for all that i have left behind,i m looking forward to a promising dawn which wud take me to a brighter tomorrow.We all face tough times ,what determines our strength is the skill with which we deal with it.
And i will not let myself down,i will welcome all scuffles, all challenges....n live each moment to the fullest.
I will be myself again...the same troublesome me...with that little spark of madness... :)






2 comments:

Clementine said...

truely said dear!!!
even i feel the same....
but things are changing and slowly i learned liking what i own,rather than what i want!!!
gwel written, straight 4m ur heart!!!
:)

Unknown said...

You need to read this: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Quarter-life_crisis
Well, I guess most of us feel the same :) There's a little consolation at the fact that all this helps us realize the importance of family & friends.. Keep writing..