There are times when I feel that I have absolutely no doubt about what I want from life, that my expectations are clear and realizable. But there is a disturbing deviation that emerges at a considerably frequent rate and brings me back to the point from where I started...and leaves me pondering what exactly am I looking for.
I know that I know all that I should know, but only as I write this do I realise that what I do not know is that the deviation arises from the insecurity I have developed over the last couple of months. The insecurity is totally legitimate and assures me that some part of what I think is still realistic.
When you question yourself and counter your replies without any bias, the probability of failing is bound to decrease. It is the easiest way of keeping check over yourself and over your not so sane dreams.But doing away with the bias is the most significant and the most difficult part of it.
Coming back to the insecurity, it is not all that needed but its existence should not be questioned as it is a genuine one. Every sane individual thinks about how things would go when one sets off to chase his or her dreams. Doing what your heart desires sounds too obvious but leaving what you have for creating what you wish to have may not sound to be that good an idea. But I feel if I am risking my today, it is only for an assured tomorrow and is completely justified.
The insecurity just needs a reassurance from me every now and then and I am mistaking this need for reassurance as a lack of belief in my aspirations. So the next time when I get the feeling that I am going clueless, the path to comfort leads to 'Bakar junction'.
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Hello,
Getting out of you comfort zone is the most difficult thing to do, but by rule you can expect, if you don't try that, your dreams would always be dreams. Try. All the best.
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